31. Deep in here.

♥.

The largest place left to take in your hearts, and she'll always be remembered as the super aweshumest grandma in the whole entire universe, and she's your grandma.

She's there in a better place!
With rainbows, and unicorns.
Scratch that :D

With other people she loves.
And you'll know that somehow, she's always gonna be watching over you.
Her little offspring's offspring!
My parents might be going to visit her during her wake, so we'll be with her in spirit together!

The deepest times gazijimillion times of condolences.
We're here, a computer away, a webcam away.
A *teng teng teng* away from talking.

Remember she'll always be in here >> ♥ <<
And we'll be there for youu if you need us too. ( :

*Squeeze*
*Kisses the Teh family way*

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥s
Nicole.

30. .

Deepest Condolences ,
is all there is to say .

Be strong J's .
- Lucas .

29. A blessing

I would think the snow's a blessing because it makes us happy and forget sad stuff. I don't know, that's how I feel. Whenever it starts snowing I forget negative stuff.

I only received the news our grandmother passed away yesterday during activity time, when I was doing salsa and I was in a really good mood.

I haven't even told anyone else at school my grandmother passed, cos I didn't want people to console me or I'll start crying.

Well, we all (Js) know how selfish our dad's side of the family is. Actually its only a few people, not the whole of my dad's side. Yeah, those few are selfish, they don't care unless someone dies and...bleh, who cares about those individuals?

Oh, I LOVE how they go like (in chinese) "See? xxxx loves you so much, bought a whole box just for you" oh wow, how I do love it.

Usually when they do that, its left over food or junk that no one wants to eat.

Hey, we're not little kids anymore, we know they lie a lot. Like... a lot..

My mum's side family's so broken up, and then there's tonnes of health problems. Yet we spend so much time with the dad's side, with the individuals who lie the most to us and leech off my dad.

They like saying how 'family is the most important' but they basically, indirectly mean 'the dad's side is the most important' this is how selfish they are.

Now we've said so much about that side of the family, this blog can't be revealed to the parents, if we eventually do, the two posts have to be deleted.

My mum should've arrived in KL by now, probably already in malacca. haih.. I don't know la, it just feels so, so horrible if someone's mom dies...

Well Js let's just enjoy the snow while it lasts, forget about her passing, at least she's not suffering anymore.

-Jas

28. This will be a memorable number...28...

At first i thought i wouldnt wanna post on this blog about yesterday night in the snow, so i told Jasmine to do it. I had to go to bed already anyway....I loved the snow. And I thought it was a blessing from God. When it snowed even more late at night, I really felt nice. But I didn't know that what I am thinking right now would be behind the snowfall....to put it in a simpler statement, in my heart and my mind, my grandmother's passing might have been the cause of the snowfall...

It was probably her happiness-of finally being let go of the grasps of pain that held her on that bed. She suffered from a stroke, due to high blood pressure...she lived with a deaf husband, my grandfather, who only realised her heart stopped beating at about 1am...

She passed at 10pm, doctors found out. The time when the snow got heavier. The time when I felt much better, thinking that I would have more snow to play with during the next day...But I curse the snow now...Probably only because I'm thinking of this metaphor....I was planning on going outside to play with the snow after I put my bags down...but when I stepped into the house, I saw my mum with red eyes and she muttered a soft "Your grandmother passed..." and I had all these thoughts rushing in my head....

You know what's sad and disappointing? The fact that none of us in the family could do anything to help her...All we did was go back to Malacca, saw her in pain, try to talk to her and go off to our dad's mum's place. And now I have the thought that my dad's side of the family is FUCKING SELFISH! We spend 98% of our time in Malacca with THEM. What about my mum's side?! WHAT ABOUT MY GRANDMOTHER!?!? We had a grandmother with STROKE and the most we could do was go and see her?! We only spent a couple of hours at the house, sitting there and trying to talk to her. She looked damn pitiful! When I last saw her, I knew what to expect. This. I knew it would come. Ever since what happened to my grandfather...But back to the point, I officially hate my dad's side of the family! Whenever we don't spend time with them, they'll come up to me and say "You don't love us anymore, is it? Aiyo, you all so bad one, don't spend time with your grandmother(dad's)" and in right now I knew I should've wacked them in the head and scream at them. I should've yelled "I HAVE A FREAKING GRANDMOTHER WHO HAS STROKE! NONE OF YOU ARE SICK OR ARE DYIN SO SCREW YOU BITCHES!"

I just have so many things to say...I'm sobbing while typing this and i'm feeling so much grief....This is the second time I have lost someone who really meant something to me. I changed my mind, I WILL enjoy the snow, only because snow brings joy, and because my grandmother brought me JOY after she passed, for us to be happy. She will bless us. She's in a better place and is happy she doesn't have to suffer the cruelty of this screwed up world we all live in.

Something else that's sad is that, well, my mum will be flying off to Malaysia tomorrow...and it disappoints me that I wont be there to see her for one last time...Screw this cruel sorry excuse for a planet....

婆婆。 我爱你。我们都会想念你的。对不起我们不多去见你，我真地很对不起。求求你原谅我们。再见，亲爱的外婆...

R.I.P. 外婆


-Jon (In Grief, Anger, Sadness and Sorrow)

27. Part 2 of SNOW!

Part 2 of photos! ^^ this morning was still snowing by the way, so snow was a lot thicker this morning =) roads were completely covered in snow, so fun! XD

snow...

Justen with a snowball

Building it up... it actually ended up bigger than that, lol

Me, Justen and the snowball, Happy (the weirdo next to me named it)

Throwing Happy into the air

My Planet Hollywood sign XD in the snow

Our trampoline... looked like a pool of snow


Jon's Planet Hollywood sign, lol

... and Justen's

by Jon

our garden chairs!

by me

our Christmas tree which we didn't know was still outside till... then

tadaa!

Justen's bowl of fluffy.. love... if Im not mistaken it was for his gf....? hmm? LOL

I'm praying it'll snow again some time today so the snow keeps piling up and not fade away like yesterday morning.. it really got me disappointed. Its stopped snowing now but hopefully the snow doesn't melt so I can play in it after lunch =P

26. Be ready for snow!!

Hey, guys, please excuse us, haha, the pics will take a long time to load, and we took so many pictures so this is the first batch. More to come, blogger is being crappy and I'm tired, I'll upload the 2nd batch tomorrow =)

This was this morning, AFTER the 3 Harrow Js left for school:

This is um..snow on the driver's jacket

The roads starting to pile up with snow

Actually, the snow was heavy for the next two hours, and then stopped by 10.30, which I was very sad then, but during ballet class at night, I noticed it was snowing again! And even bigger!

one of the balconies

view from the 2nd floor balcony

Looks like a bowl of fluff, doesn't it? XD

Julian and his snowball

These two pics make such a good erm.. linked picture, doesn't it? Its Jon's reflection btw

snow in our garden ^^

Mummy! Lol

The beginning of a snowball fight

The poor flip flops =(

Neighbour's car covered in snow

Taken after I came back from ballet class, the three were already snowball fighting. And yes, Kai's on the roof -_-

Better view of the three snowball fighting

Me getting ambushed by snowballs from the twins

Still trying to avoid getting hit, I still got hit though, later on found a snowball in my jacket hood

I promise the second batch of pics would come soon, they're much better, more meaningful pics, hehe. I need to sleep, really

Goodnight!!

P.S. Its still snowing heavily as Im typing this

-Jas

25. Cliche

Hey, i was looking at something and tumbled across this. 

the most cliche pick-up lines ever. 

- God called and said he was missing an angel, i said i didn't know where you were. 

- My love for you is like the universe .... never ending!!!

- Someone call the cops because someone stole all the stars and hid them in your eyes. 

- H: Do you have a map? 

   S: No, why? 

   H: Cause i just lost myself in your eyes. 

- Can i have your number cause i lost mine. 

- H: Are you tired? 

   S: why? 

   H: Cause you've been running around in my dreams all night. 

- If i could rearrange the alphabets i would put U and I together. 

- Do you hear that? 

   Hear what? 

   The sound of the ambulance coming to take me away, cause the sight of you stopped my heart.

- Can i have some sugar in my coffee? 

   no you don't need them cause you're sweet enough already. 

- *this sounds like lucas lameness* 

     H: do you have a raisin? 

     G: no. 

     H: then can i have a date? 

The not so cliches but still... 

- H: They call me  'milk' cause i do the body good

   S: Sorry, I'm lactose intolerant. 

- Guy: Your place or mine? 

   Girl: Both, you go to yours and i'll go to mine. 

- The house is all mine, and I'm all yours. 

I did not just randomly type up pick up lines. or maybe i did. 

i just saw the cheesiest guy on earth. here's his line 

'your words are already carved on my heart' 

EWWWWWW. 

so i decided to type up cheesy pick up lines to remember this cheesy person. 

adranne highness.

24. Economics --> Reunion

WAhahahahhaAAHAHA. 

Lucas, Jasmine You(Nicole) and I are all doing economics or economically related subjects. 

SO COOL. 

I just had my parent teacher session with my economics teacher last night, it went okay. 

i topped the class~~ yayyy. i topped maths too. double yayyy. 

but i had an english speech the other day it was so bad and i only scored 18/20. it's only a 90. i need a 98.5. too bad. I need to start working harddd. 

OMG. 

arghhh... jealous jealous jealous.  . . . . .  . . . . . . . . 

snow snow snow snow snowww. 

we should go somewhere that snows this year end for our vacation!! 

im too lazy to update my 2 new blogs already. less than a week. GAH. 

proves how easily defeated i am. 

no adwin's not going to blog cause he's really sick (my poor baby brother)

and usually he's very boring. 

plus he doesn't even know about this blog.

he's probably going to tell all the adults everything. SO. no he shouldn't blog here. 

anyway, jon, i have gotten over being angry with you. 

i love you back now, just that i don't expect you to love me anymore no matter how much you actually do cause you broke my heart. 

see how much my boyfriend suffers! too bad lahh. 

despite my lack of sleep. I actually had A GOOD DAY. 

life is looking good again, and i CANT WAIT till we reunite. haha. 

snowww. jealous. >.< . 

confession!! 

i only know how to use one emoticon haha. >.< 

The Adranne 

23. SNOW SNOW SNOW.

I wish I was in Beijing tooo ) :
Valentine's Day was boring.
SIGH, miss you guys :D

Come back soon.
Jon, you're a bad friend to Adranne.
KIDDING ( :

Hahaha. Anyway, I'm at school.
Just got my econs exam marks.
I got NINETY! :D
Yay, that's like an A1.

Whee.
Have a lot of dance practises.
Jon, can you help me with the short film if you can?

Have fun with the snow in Beijing (:
I miss you guys.

Btw, WHY ISN'T ADWIN BLOGGING ) : SOB.
I don't expect Adrian to though (:

<3<3<3<3

NICOLE

22. Syok Sendiri =P

It finally snowed in Beijing, it ACTUALLY SNOWED this time!

This morning before the snowfall there was already snow on our trampoline, which meant it probably snowed last night. Then before three of us left for the bus stop, I noticed it started snowing and went hyper.

This time, you can actually see the snow clearly for afar.

And its snowing till now ^^

The school field's covered in snow and... well everything stationary is =D I told my mum to take pics of snow in the backyard..let's hope she remembers so I can post the pics here

Everything is so white!!

I need to do my note-taking XP

See ya guys~

I'm so happppyyy ^^

-Jas

21. Distance

wow. we have 20 posts.





adranne







jasmine lucas





nicole jon






julian justen leon






ryan shaun adrian



far far away.

20. Valentine's

Happy Valentine's Day Adranne Teh :) .
Before it's midnight . Haha .
Been busy today laa .
Loves all of youu .
SEE I REMEMBERED !
I made it a point even tho I'm doing lit essays now haha , :D .

LOVES .

-Lucas .

19. Overreaction.

Adranne

*rolls eyes*

mutters, 'overreaction'.

you know what im talking about.

Adranne

18. Temptress

It is the dead of night,
the lamp dims at the advancing dark,
I am at my table,
contemplating on choices I am to make.

The pain of seperation,
would I bear it accordingly?
Or am I a coward?
Waiting for the the moment,
to force upon me a choice must make.
So as not to make one,
with my own free will.

T'would be the gentlest of times,
and the strongest of love,
for what young love lacks in direction,
it makes up for in strength.

But how tight are the strings of young love,
willing to stretch?

For distance is forever an enemy of love,
it beguiles us with illusion,
and taints us with regret,
when we return to sanctuary.

This pain of a splitting,
would I stretch my strings?
To tempt Fate and,
as expected,
fail in a final, cataclysmic end?

Or would it be different?
Won't it be beautiful if we made it?

The light is there,
shimmering and just in reach,
but the journey there is a perilous one,
for distance is our enemy,
and distance our enemy we must make,
it screeches and spits,
would it cut our strings?
My strings?

I want to leap,
into the unknown, to,
breathe life back into these corrupted lungs,
but yet, I hang back.
Why so?

Is not something I desire,
so easy to attain?
If so, then why do I hang back?
My doubts cloud me,
they claw at me,
at my mind,
screaming at me to make a choice.

To tempt Fate,
or to not tempt Fate,
and let Reality grasp my hand,
and lead me down its painful path, I don't know.
The Temptress does not make things better.

It is the dead of night,
the lamp dims at the advancing dark,
I am at my table,
contemplating on choices I am to make.

17. Font Colour

I just realized that the colour for the titles are purple.
Then it hit me that it's nicole's favorite colour. how slow can i get yeah.

I miss you guys too. A lot A lot A lot.
I'm dying to move out of this hole of a place.

Everybody's busy.

Oh well...

This post is too short, i have to say something. Oh right.
Um. In our school, once you're in your senior year, you get a senior jersey.
And behind your jersey you get to write whatever you want to write but no profanity allowed and it has to
mean something that resembles your name.
Mine's 'it's TEH!'
hahaha. cause all the laptops in school spells my name as The Adranne instead of Teh Adranne.
okay fine, not funny.

um ..what else. i stalked an indo guy on facebook and youtube haha. talk about hating freaky people.

Adranne.

16. GAH .

I'm being overloaded with work lol . I did a valentine advatorial for my college today , with Faiz xD . We are supposed to promote the student council roses in favour of the valentine goodies the other clubs were selling . Its dumb and wierd . I got a cut during the production xD . The video will come out soon and I will tell you guys when it is out =) .

Miss Ann is giving us like essays and essays to do for lit =p . As of now I have four more to go . All of which , due on Friday . We're doing two more tmrw and three on Friday SOB . I think I better do one now . My poems are The Cockroach, On Finding a Small Fly Crushed in a Book, Continuum and A Different History. The first two was strange I know . Apparently in The Cockroach, the author thinks he's going to be a cockroch in his next life and in On Finding a Small Fly Crushed in a Book, the author wants to be remembered like the fly crushed in the book . Who in thier right mind would remember a fly crushed in the book ?!

Dude, I saw a fly today in my book .
Aw man was it awesome ?
Totally man .
Ah I wish I had seen it !
Jolly good .

Weird la all these poets. I just finished a presentation we have to do for LAN studies. Which means Malaysian Studies by the way. I know right what the hell they don't even match, LAN-Malaysian Studies . What the heck. I've got tons and tons to do UGH ! Tmrw apparently we have to compose a song of unity . What the heck .

I have to organize three driving lessons in these two weeks and take my test on the 23rd, I have Chapter13 to right, a laptop and a mike and a webcam to shop for . I have like TONS OF THINGS ON MY LIST .

So sorry if I have not been posting as much as I should have been.
I'm a busy busy man xD .
I'm missing you guys ! The Lee's and Adranne !
Please let the days between us shorten without us realizing .
I can't wait til I see you guys again .




- Lucas .

15. Hey, peeps!

Hey, peeps!

I had no idea I wasn't going to have anything during Performing Arts lesson today cos the teacher is busy doing the school's drama production, and everyone else but me in my perf arts class is involved in this, haih.. but anyway, its free time for me to do my homework =D

My eyes hurt so much.. don't know why

So fast.. my lesson's over in about ten minutes. And I'm not even done with my homework. Oh well, I have another free period after lunch anyway =D

I need food T-T and its only 9.40am!

Jas

14. Newbay

Helllloo everyone... thanks to adranne i finally found this site haha. XD although its just been two weeks after our seperationnnnnnnnnn. i already miss all of YOU.TM
well the main thing that you guys should be excited about is me!!! finally writing something on a blog. WOW. such a newbay like me! haha. u better be happy == ( smile)
i will try to post more often now and then so see ya. KayseaGEEEE. =)

posted by ,
Shauunnay

13. Kissing

Okay, this has nothing to do with kissing.
I just thought this picture was interesting and it was on Yahoo!
and the guy's belly looks like lucas's. haha.

12. Obsession

Hey, did anyone remember to email ruse/ruth???
^almost everyone was stoning in the picture^ haha.

I know, yes ryan should do every 10th post. HAHA.
HAHA If you guys came to australia, i wonder what we would do.
It's so boring over here. Everything closes at 5.30.
Well we're always very easily satisfied, aren't we?
All we need is a huge hotel room with some huge beds that can fit 12 comfortably!
Nicole, i think only the two of us are obsessed with KCG. the rest seem less passionate. HAHA.
I can't wait to see everyone again. OH. i have pictures to post. you'll see them soon. taken with my iphone. jasmine, shaun, ryan and jon. SO CUTE.

BTW,
Thanks Ryan, I LOVE YOU!

> adranne <

11. A little bit of everything.

OMG RYAANANANANANANANANANANN :D
I never in my whole entire life thought Ryan would even HAVE the time to look at a blog.
HAHAHAHA. Ryan blogged, Ryan blogged.
And I'm at the 2nd happiest day for this year.
The first was our sleepover (:

ANYWAY.
I'm at school, doing school stuff.
Pretty boring, in ICT.
The teacher's so annoying.
Teaching us how to turn on comps and stuff =.=
We're not blind, and we're not six.
Grrhh.. Annnoyyyyingg (:

I'm still obsessed about Ryan's post.
He must do each 10th post!
Like 20th
30th
40th and so on.

Hahhaa.
Anywaaaay (:
Miss you guys like crazy.
We should plan the next hol to Aussie to see Adranne.
I know Adranne is screaming now (:
And now she's laughing.

Bye, class is almost done.
<3<3<3
Nicole (:

(Btw we're obsessed! We have 11 posts in 4 days . HAHA)

10. have i done this before ..NO ..duh LOL

HMM i never done this before but i am going to try anyways ermm........ yoyoyoyo HAHAH LOL LAWL LOLIPOP i will post more often form now may be twice amonth . hahahahahahaha don be sad i was just Jocking ...(his lying ) why am i takking to my self .... anyways LONG LIVE KCG [2006- 4001] LOL ... by then they would create clones to clones us all then we can show it to our kids how we behave last time......RYAN TAN LAWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

9. DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT !

I have the lyrics ,
I have the tabs ,
I have my guitar ,
I have my sound ,
I have our song ! :D .

I want me, Ryan and Shaun to do it up properly ,
And when we do I'll tell you guys !
Then you'll go to youtube and watch our song :) .

- Lucas :] .

8. the BEST is yet to come

Out of the tree of life, I just picked me a plum,

You come along and everything started to hum,

Still its a real good bet, 

The Best is Yet to Come. 

<DA DA CHING!!!!>

 another one of our unaccomplished missions  

!adranne!

7. I want nobody but you.

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU.

(CLAP CLAP POINT CLAP)

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Nicole (:

6. Glasses, -3, and a Tummy Ache

Fatigue's really taking a toll on me

I haven't had an early night since the CNY holidays, and this continued up till yesterday. My eyes are so tired, thats why I'm wearing glasses in school today.

And the temperature's dropped again this morning, its at least 2 C colder than yesterday. I woke up fine but as soon as I went outside.. oh god.. cold wind in my face, and last night I watched this documentary on "I shouldn't be alive" about these 3 guys who tried to climb mt. everest and stuff that happened in the freezing cold, and this guy's face swells up cos of frostbite... eewww

They even talked about how ice crystals form under his face.. ugh, I really can't imagine that happening

Earlier, when I started typing this post it was somewhere after breaktime and I hadn't gone to get food, cos none of my friends I usually hang out with are here =( So I ended up with a tummy ache moments later.

And just now one of my friends asked me if I wanted to go out and get something from Starbucks and I'm like "YESSSS, saved!" So now I'm enjoying a cheese and bacon wrap, and a grande hot chocolate ^^

My suffering's over, can't wait for the rest of my family to come back. I need proper dinner!

-Jas

5. Newbie, newbie on the wall

Hey guys, and blog :)

Just a quick one, it's 11.48PM and we have to sleep to wake up early tomorrow and go back to Beijing...I'll miss you guys so badly and i'll probably record videos all the time on the thread on Facebook to keep you guys updated :D OMG i miss KDU :( it was nice seeing you cheer today, Nicole :D ADRANNE! Good luck at Australia! We all love you but we know Lucas loves you more ;) Erm...LUCAS, I love you :P and I don't think the Tan's will be reading this blog =.="

well i have to go :P we'll see each other again in summer ;) Ciao...

PS- I'm so pissed my braces didnt get removed today...Stupid dentist :(
PSS- Sorry for the delay of my post, my charger died on me :(

Today was a bad day....but a lovely one too :D

-Jon

4. Music that belong to us

you know what, somehow every time we meet up, music is involved. 

jasmine's farewell.

christmas in beijing.

bus in beijing. 

dance studio in xi an. 

dancing in the chen's house.

beat boxing. 

watching step up. 

michael buble dancing down the stairs.

jamming in the teh's music room.

jamming in the lee's music room.

piano playing the chen's piano.

almost everything that we've done together involves music at some stage. 

And we all enjoy it, don't we? *don't you dare say no*

you know how there are some songs that we always sing?

these songs have been in my heart lately,

  reminding me of you guys, of us.

Soooo.. i've decided to list it out here and share some lyrics.

i know laa, im uncool but oh well >.<. 

Dancing in the Moonlight 

we get it on most every night,

when that moon is big and bright,

its a supernatural delight

everybody's dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight

everybody's feeling warm and bright

it's such a fine and natural sight

everybody's dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight

you can't dance and stay uptight

its a supernatural delight

everybody was dancing in the moonlight

Stand By Me 

when the night has come,

and the land is dark,

and the moon is the only light we'll see,

no i won't be afraid, no i won't be afraid,

just as long as you stand, stand by me

and darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me

stand by me, stand by me

whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now stand by me

oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Lucky 

do you hear me, talking to you

across the water, across the deep blue ocean

under the open sky, oh my,

 i'm trying 

i hear you in my dreams,

i feel your whisper across the sea,

i keep you with me in my heart,

you make it easier when life gets hard

lucky i'm in love with my best friend(s)

lucky to have been where I have been

lucky to be coming home again

ooohhh x (10) 

lucky we're in love in every way,

lucky to have stayed where we have stayed,

lucky to be coming home someday. 

Oh how i am so lucky to know that i am coming home to see you guys dancing in the moonlight,

to know that you'll always stand by me no matter what. 

*okay very lame laaaaa* 

BUT I LOVE YOU ALL OKAAY. Haha. 

talk to me more often please, i'll die missing you guys anytime soon. 

Adranne. <3

more love than you can ever imagine. 

3. Love is so many different things.

LOVE is a mix tape..
LOVE is a camera..

<------------------------------------------------------------------------3 LOVE is Lucas and Adranne.
AWH, damn chyun (:
So loviedovie.
Okay laah, dear here dear there.
I get it laah.
We get it horh? :D

JASMINE IS THIS YOU? XD

Hahaha. Kidding laah.

Looks like you (;
Found it on DA long time dy.

No time to show you.

PS://Tag your blogs to the tag thing laah (:
PS2://I saw Jon and Jul and Jus in school today!

Nenenibubu!

HAHAHAHAHA.

I miss you guys.

Sorry laah hor, Adranne (:

My dear xD

<-Lovaloviedovers-3

Nicole (;

2. Dreams

Adranne

Lucas

-10:08:42P.M.-

OH NO WAY .

AHA.

See... you're not serious about it.

forget itla.

im not a very good girlfriend anywayyy ..

=), fine I wont sweat so much in front of youu .

SWEAR I MEAN .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

no wait im the worse girlfriend actually.

AHAHAHAHAHAHH

good for you.

Nah laa, I love youuu quite alot . so its okay =) .

No good for YOU .

oh yeah?

what is?

Haha , more of Kcg =) .

im so tired i dont want to write anymore.

Dont la .

i have tooooooo...

You dont have to if you dont want to .

Theres always your dreams talking to you .

In your dreams everything is perfect .

We're all waiting for youuu , patiently and with open arms .

haha yeahhh ... and then you'll leave me for germany

where you won't flunk like me

and i'll be waiting for YOU.

I'll still be in your dreams la dear .

am i in yours???

NO.

YES .

Always and always . Everyone is .

You just dont remember when you wake up .

you sound so emo.

Haha , NO LA .

-10:21:13P.M.-

Done ending your speech ?

nope.

making palm cards

palm cards ?

yeah

whats thhaaatt .

you know the little pieces of paper you hold

while giving your speech

and you have to hand it in

Oh , isnt that cue cards ?!

they call it palm cards here laa...

it's even printed on the asessment paper

haha xD. Finnneee .

Palm cards thennn .

haha

i hope i get to sleep tonight

You get to dear dont worry .

i still have 3 journal entries

dumb ones

Talk about US !

got title wan laaaa.

what you want me to say?

my boyfriend stayed over my house.

Haha YES please =) .

we slept in a position for awhile.

my pjs smell like him.

they'll probably send me back the scores and remarks.

3/100, does your mother know??

HAHA .

Ah, I miss youu la .

i miss you more.

-10:36:31P.M.-

Oy poppettt

why poppet

I dont know . I wannnnaaa call you what I want to call you laa , cannot ah xD .

Its better than poooo no ?

Haha .

Anyway, I have to go to sleep nowww .

NO POO

NO POOOOOO

cannooott..

bye,,

goodnight.

see you in your dreams.

And I'll see youu in yours darling .

Goodnightt .

I love youu Adranne .

1. OMG KCG :D

Shut up, we're awesome and you're jealous.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I just had to.

I really lovielovadover you guys (:

Miss you guys already.

Hope you have the passwords :D

♥