♥.
The largest place left to take in your hearts, and she'll always be remembered as the super aweshumest grandma in the whole entire universe, and she's your grandma.
She's there in a better place!
With rainbows, and unicorns.
Scratch that :D
With other people she loves.
And you'll know that somehow, she's always gonna be watching over you.
Her little offspring's offspring!
My parents might be going to visit her during her wake, so we'll be with her in spirit together!
The deepest times gazijimillion times of condolences.
We're here, a computer away, a webcam away.
A *teng teng teng* away from talking.
Remember she'll always be in here >> ♥ <<
And we'll be there for youu if you need us too. ( :
*Squeeze*
*Kisses the Teh family way*
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥s
Nicole.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
29. A blessing
I would think the snow's a blessing because it makes us happy and forget sad stuff. I don't know, that's how I feel. Whenever it starts snowing I forget negative stuff.
I only received the news our grandmother passed away yesterday during activity time, when I was doing salsa and I was in a really good mood.
I haven't even told anyone else at school my grandmother passed, cos I didn't want people to console me or I'll start crying.
Well, we all (Js) know how selfish our dad's side of the family is. Actually its only a few people, not the whole of my dad's side. Yeah, those few are selfish, they don't care unless someone dies and...bleh, who cares about those individuals?
Oh, I LOVE how they go like (in chinese) "See? xxxx loves you so much, bought a whole box just for you" oh wow, how I do love it.
Usually when they do that, its left over food or junk that no one wants to eat.
Hey, we're not little kids anymore, we know they lie a lot. Like... a lot..
My mum's side family's so broken up, and then there's tonnes of health problems. Yet we spend so much time with the dad's side, with the individuals who lie the most to usand leech off my dad.
They like saying how 'family is the most important' but they basically, indirectly mean 'the dad's side is the most important' this is how selfish they are.
Now we've said so much about that side of the family, this blog can't be revealed to the parents, if we eventually do, the two posts have to be deleted.
My mum should've arrived in KL by now, probably already in malacca. haih.. I don't know la, it just feels so, so horrible if someone's mom dies...
Well Js let's just enjoy the snow while it lasts, forget about her passing, at least she's not suffering anymore.
-Jas
I only received the news our grandmother passed away yesterday during activity time, when I was doing salsa and I was in a really good mood.
I haven't even told anyone else at school my grandmother passed, cos I didn't want people to console me or I'll start crying.
Well, we all (Js) know how selfish our dad's side of the family is. Actually its only a few people, not the whole of my dad's side. Yeah, those few are selfish, they don't care unless someone dies and...bleh, who cares about those individuals?
Oh, I LOVE how they go like (in chinese) "See? xxxx loves you so much, bought a whole box just for you" oh wow, how I do love it.
Usually when they do that, its left over food or junk that no one wants to eat.
Hey, we're not little kids anymore, we know they lie a lot. Like... a lot..
My mum's side family's so broken up, and then there's tonnes of health problems. Yet we spend so much time with the dad's side, with the individuals who lie the most to us
They like saying how 'family is the most important' but they basically, indirectly mean 'the dad's side is the most important' this is how selfish they are.
Now we've said so much about that side of the family, this blog can't be revealed to the parents, if we eventually do, the two posts have to be deleted.
My mum should've arrived in KL by now, probably already in malacca. haih.. I don't know la, it just feels so, so horrible if someone's mom dies...
Well Js let's just enjoy the snow while it lasts, forget about her passing, at least she's not suffering anymore.
-Jas
28. This will be a memorable number...28...
At first i thought i wouldnt wanna post on this blog about yesterday night in the snow, so i told Jasmine to do it. I had to go to bed already anyway....I loved the snow. And I thought it was a blessing from God. When it snowed even more late at night, I really felt nice. But I didn't know that what I am thinking right now would be behind the snowfall....to put it in a simpler statement, in my heart and my mind, my grandmother's passing might have been the cause of the snowfall...
It was probably her happiness-of finally being let go of the grasps of pain that held her on that bed. She suffered from a stroke, due to high blood pressure...she lived with a deaf husband, my grandfather, who only realised her heart stopped beating at about 1am...
She passed at 10pm, doctors found out. The time when the snow got heavier. The time when I felt much better, thinking that I would have more snow to play with during the next day...But I curse the snow now...Probably only because I'm thinking of this metaphor....I was planning on going outside to play with the snow after I put my bags down...but when I stepped into the house, I saw my mum with red eyes and she muttered a soft "Your grandmother passed..." and I had all these thoughts rushing in my head....
You know what's sad and disappointing? The fact that none of us in the family could do anything to help her...All we did was go back to Malacca, saw her in pain, try to talk to her and go off to our dad's mum's place. And now I have the thought that my dad's side of the family is FUCKING SELFISH! We spend 98% of our time in Malacca with THEM. What about my mum's side?! WHAT ABOUT MY GRANDMOTHER!?!? We had a grandmother with STROKE and the most we could do was go and see her?! We only spent a couple of hours at the house, sitting there and trying to talk to her. She looked damn pitiful! When I last saw her, I knew what to expect. This. I knew it would come. Ever since what happened to my grandfather...But back to the point, I officially hate my dad's side of the family! Whenever we don't spend time with them, they'll come up to me and say "You don't love us anymore, is it? Aiyo, you all so bad one, don't spend time with your grandmother(dad's)" and in right now I knew I should've wacked them in the head and scream at them. I should've yelled "I HAVE A FREAKING GRANDMOTHER WHO HAS STROKE! NONE OF YOU ARE SICK OR ARE DYIN SO SCREW YOU BITCHES!"
I just have so many things to say...I'm sobbing while typing this and i'm feeling so much grief....This is the second time I have lost someone who really meant something to me. I changed my mind, I WILL enjoy the snow, only because snow brings joy, and because my grandmother brought me JOY after she passed, for us to be happy. She will bless us. She's in a better place and is happy she doesn't have to suffer the cruelty of this screwed up world we all live in.
Something else that's sad is that, well, my mum will be flying off to Malaysia tomorrow...and it disappoints me that I wont be there to see her for one last time...Screw this cruel sorry excuse for a planet....
婆婆。 我爱你。我们都会想念你的。对不起我们不多去见你，我真地很对不起。求求你原谅我们。再见，亲爱的外婆...
R.I.P. 外婆
-Jon (In Grief, Anger, Sadness and Sorrow)
It was probably her happiness-of finally being let go of the grasps of pain that held her on that bed. She suffered from a stroke, due to high blood pressure...she lived with a deaf husband, my grandfather, who only realised her heart stopped beating at about 1am...
She passed at 10pm, doctors found out. The time when the snow got heavier. The time when I felt much better, thinking that I would have more snow to play with during the next day...But I curse the snow now...Probably only because I'm thinking of this metaphor....I was planning on going outside to play with the snow after I put my bags down...but when I stepped into the house, I saw my mum with red eyes and she muttered a soft "Your grandmother passed..." and I had all these thoughts rushing in my head....
You know what's sad and disappointing? The fact that none of us in the family could do anything to help her...All we did was go back to Malacca, saw her in pain, try to talk to her and go off to our dad's mum's place. And now I have the thought that my dad's side of the family is FUCKING SELFISH! We spend 98% of our time in Malacca with THEM. What about my mum's side?! WHAT ABOUT MY GRANDMOTHER!?!? We had a grandmother with STROKE and the most we could do was go and see her?! We only spent a couple of hours at the house, sitting there and trying to talk to her. She looked damn pitiful! When I last saw her, I knew what to expect. This. I knew it would come. Ever since what happened to my grandfather...But back to the point, I officially hate my dad's side of the family! Whenever we don't spend time with them, they'll come up to me and say "You don't love us anymore, is it? Aiyo, you all so bad one, don't spend time with your grandmother(dad's)" and in right now I knew I should've wacked them in the head and scream at them. I should've yelled "I HAVE A FREAKING GRANDMOTHER WHO HAS STROKE! NONE OF YOU ARE SICK OR ARE DYIN SO SCREW YOU BITCHES!"
I just have so many things to say...I'm sobbing while typing this and i'm feeling so much grief....This is the second time I have lost someone who really meant something to me. I changed my mind, I WILL enjoy the snow, only because snow brings joy, and because my grandmother brought me JOY after she passed, for us to be happy. She will bless us. She's in a better place and is happy she doesn't have to suffer the cruelty of this screwed up world we all live in.
Something else that's sad is that, well, my mum will be flying off to Malaysia tomorrow...and it disappoints me that I wont be there to see her for one last time...Screw this cruel sorry excuse for a planet....
婆婆。 我爱你。我们都会想念你的。对不起我们不多去见你，我真地很对不起。求求你原谅我们。再见，亲爱的外婆...
R.I.P. 外婆
-Jon (In Grief, Anger, Sadness and Sorrow)
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
27. Part 2 of SNOW!
Part 2 of photos! ^^ this morning was still snowing by the way, so snow was a lot thicker this morning =) roads were completely covered in snow, so fun! XD
snow...
Justen with a snowball
Building it up... it actually ended up bigger than that, lol
Me, Justen and the snowball, Happy (the weirdo next to me named it)
Throwing Happy into the air
My Planet Hollywood sign XD in the snow
Our trampoline... looked like a pool of snow
Jon's Planet Hollywood sign, lol
... and Justen's
by Jon
our garden chairs!
by me
our Christmas tree which we didn't know was still outside till... then
snow...
Justen with a snowball
Building it up... it actually ended up bigger than that, lol
Me, Justen and the snowball, Happy (the weirdo next to me named it)
Throwing Happy into the air My Planet Hollywood sign XD in the snow Our trampoline... looked like a pool of snow Jon's Planet Hollywood sign, lol ... and Justen's by Jon our garden chairs! by metadaa!
Justen's bowl of fluffy.. love... if Im not mistaken it was for his gf....? hmm? LOL
I'm praying it'll snow again some time today so the snow keeps piling up and not fade away like yesterday morning.. it really got me disappointed. Its stopped snowing now but hopefully the snow doesn't melt so I can play in it after lunch =P
26. Be ready for snow!!
Hey, guys, please excuse us, haha, the pics will take a long time to load, and we took so many pictures so this is the first batch. More to come, blogger is being crappy and I'm tired, I'll upload the 2nd batch tomorrow =)
This was this morning, AFTER the 3 Harrow Js left for school:
The roads starting to pile up with snow 
This was this morning, AFTER the 3 Harrow Js left for school:
This is um..snow on the driver's jacket
The roads starting to pile up with snowActually, the snow was heavy for the next two hours, and then stopped by 10.30, which I was very sad then, but during ballet class at night, I noticed it was snowing again! And even bigger!
one of the balconies
view from the 2nd floor balcony
Looks like a bowl of fluff, doesn't it? XD
Julian and his snowball
These two pics make such a good erm.. linked picture, doesn't it? Its Jon's reflection btw
snow in our garden ^^
Mummy! Lol
The beginning of a snowball fight
The poor flip flops =(
Neighbour's car covered in snow
Taken after I came back from ballet class, the three were already snowball fighting. And yes, Kai's on the roof -_-
Better view of the three snowball fighting
Me getting ambushed by snowballs from the twins
Still trying to avoid getting hit, I still got hit though, later on found a snowball in my jacket hood
I promise the second batch of pics would come soon, they're much better, more meaningful pics, hehe. I need to sleep, really
Goodnight!!
P.S. Its still snowing heavily as Im typing this
-Jas
Monday, February 16, 2009
25. Cliche
Hey, i was looking at something and tumbled across this.
the most cliche pick-up lines ever.
- God called and said he was missing an angel, i said i didn't know where you were.
- My love for you is like the universe .... never ending!!!
- Someone call the cops because someone stole all the stars and hid them in your eyes.
- H: Do you have a map?
S: No, why?
H: Cause i just lost myself in your eyes.
- Can i have your number cause i lost mine.
- H: Are you tired?
S: why?
H: Cause you've been running around in my dreams all night.
- If i could rearrange the alphabets i would put U and I together.
- Do you hear that?
Hear what?
The sound of the ambulance coming to take me away, cause the sight of you stopped my heart.
- Can i have some sugar in my coffee?
no you don't need them cause you're sweet enough already.
- *this sounds like lucas lameness*
H: do you have a raisin?
G: no.
H: then can i have a date?
The not so cliches but still...
- H: They call me 'milk' cause i do the body good
S: Sorry, I'm lactose intolerant.
- Guy: Your place or mine?
Girl: Both, you go to yours and i'll go to mine.
- The house is all mine, and I'm all yours.
I did not just randomly type up pick up lines. or maybe i did.
i just saw the cheesiest guy on earth. here's his line
'your words are already carved on my heart'
EWWWWWW.
so i decided to type up cheesy pick up lines to remember this cheesy person.
adranne highness.
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